thrill seeker?

went to genting yesterday.... with my family... dozed off on the way there... never actually recovered from the sleep... even when i took the 'rides'.... sigh....

i would like to think that i'm a thrill-seeker kind of person, but one thing that i realized from yesterday trip was that nothing can thrill me much! then i started to wonder when was the last time i was really really thrilled.... hmmmmm

what i managed to recollect was when i was running at high speed, a 100m dash.... during training sessions, during competitions.... yeah that's it, pushing myself to the limit, outpacing the others and of course the rushing air against my face.....

and yes, the training sessions... when i was asked to do a somersault, some weird acrobatic manouvere and the most memorable one... doing a godzilla walk.... yeah, to me, i can only fell that certain thrilling niche when i myself have control of what i'm about to do but in the same sentence unable to control what will happen next.... there this one time, when we are suppose to do a back flip and i end up kissing the training mat as i fell head first, hard, to the ground.... it's not like roller coaster rides where you just let the rides control you, to the left, right, down and up......

i want t ohave that feeling again! but how can i with an increasing weight (and yet they say i'm too thin!!!) and a diminishing stamina.....

ahhhh, the good old days....